Help me clear this doubt from my mind pt2 //Nathan

[Kaitlin-Rose Brown]

Kaitlin hurried inside to comply with Nathan's wishes. She could tell from the strain of his voice, and the clenching of his fists that he was upset and scared. He had every right to be. She had almost gotten herself killed, and, well, he loved her. Like she loved him. If she ever lost Nathan...her life would be over. She wouldn't know where to turn or what to do. He was what kept her going these days. Whenever she felt like ending things and leaving, she thought of him. Whenever she felt like sinking to her knees and crying, she thought about him. She had to be strong. She couldn't give up now.

Kaitlin made her way through the eerily quite castle and into Nathan's apartment, praying that his family would be asleep. They did need to talk about their current situation. It couldn't go avoided any longer. Threat of discovery prodded them every day. It was what kept her up at night. Tossing and turning with restlessness or nightmares. She saw vividly in her nightmares them being torn apart. She tried to hold onto him, but her father ripped her off his arm and thrusted her back. She could feel the tears on her cheeks after she awoke sobbing of the horror of that happening.

Kaitlin look a deep breath and clasped her hands behind her back. She just needed to calm down. She was over reacting. Her and Nathan would talk about what to do tonight and in a day or two, they would sit both of their parents down, together, and tell them of their love. Surely they would understand. Wouldn't they? She knew Nathan didn't want to be married yet. She could see it in his eyes. The contempt he felt when ever they talked about it showed vividly. She couldn't help but wonder if he wanted to be with her forever.

Like most girls her age, marriage was becoming important. She had to start courting, and had to think seriously about who she could see herself with. Whenever she closed her eyes and pictured her wedding, all she saw was Nathan standing at the altar. Her hands in his, reciting their vows to each other. Pronouncing their love to each other and everyone else who would come to the celebration. She sighed happily, her eyes far off and dreamy. She loved him so much.

INVOLVING: Nathan Brown, Kaitlin-Rose Jackson
STATUS: completed
WORD COUNT: four hundred
NOTES: so sorry it took so long =/[/size]

[Nathan Brown]

Nathan went into the apartments with her, going quietly, even though he knew they were alone. He did not have much time to get out what he had to say, and he really did not want to say any of it. He came into the room, and shut and locked the door. He held his hand out to the chair by the window. "Sit down." He said as kindly and calmly as he could, pacing over to the window beside it, clasping his hands behind his back, trying to collect his thoughts."Tomorrow." He declared finally. "I will speak to my father first, and he will of course, make the arrangements with yours. You won't have to do anything at all. If our fathers agree upon what's to be exchanged, then hopefully we can continue this quietly. He, speaking of my father of course, will surely agree to let me marry you. You're obviously from a very high family in court, there's no reason why he shouldn't. He'll talk to your father and we won't have to say anything about the past month or so. It will be done quietly." It was the only plan. Hopefully their fathers could agree. Hopefully this could be carried out in the easiest way possible. Nathan was hoping for that.